The Yoga Trifecta

The VeganAsana does not support horse racing, but does like horses.

In the hours between getting home from work last night and going to work this morning, I took three vigorous vinyasa classes. I’m sure for some hardcore yogis, this is no big shakes, but it’s more than my usual relatively respectable one class per day rate.  And in this period, I feel like I learned some valuable lessons.

1. Three vinyasa classes = a whole lot of catturanga, adho mukha svanasana, and urdvha mukha svanasana!  My shoulders know it for sure today.  I don’t think I really notice how many flows there are in a class.  It’s a bunch.

2. My practice, like my bowling game, improves near the end of class one and the first 2/3 of class two.  All of the sudden, my bandhas seem more engaged and the jumps forward and back are more controlled, urdvha mukha seems more expansive, and I’m more in touch with my breath.  So, apparently I need about an hour to get warmed up, but I start to flag at about 2.5.

3. I’m almost always up for pinca myurasana 😉

4.  Yoga studios smell a little more funky to me when I’ve been sweating in one for multiple hours.

5.  Some of #4 is probably me.

6. Speaking of sweat, as a low-sweater (not to be confused with the knitted garment that reveals cleavage) I have tended to poo-poo the need for a towel.  Two classes in a row means I need a towel for real.

7. It’s always the right shoulder and the left hip giving me sass.  It’s never the left shoulder and the right hip.  What’s up with that?

Oh yeah. See, this is much better.

8. Having been told many times by the fabulous Beth Filla of Yogawood about how my unrestrained desire was getting me into poses in a way that really was not that helpful (Oh, hello, curvy curvy upper back!  Fancy meeting you here!), I think I’m finally getting it and being better able to feel the difference myself.

9. I like doing a lot of yoga in a shorter time frame, but it does wear me out a little for the rest of the day. I think I need one of those retreats with lots of yoga, but with someone else cooking, no work tasks to get done, and much clean food/living.  Oh, and a nice pool and warm weather – I think that would help too.

10. I’m so proud of my YTT class.  Wow.  We have come such a long way.

11. I need some yoga shirts that don’t cut into my shoulders.  Why do you suppose that clothing manufacturers think that breast (sorry, dudes) size is directly correspondent to shoulder size?  That is not where the breasts are… honest.  If they are, no sports bra in the world is going to fix that issue.

12.  I like my yoga, like my blog posts, with a little humor.  It helps me get through and it brightens the whole experience.  I don’t want Dane Cook – seriously, it would be a long blog post to tell you all the ways that I don’t want Dane Cook – but a little joking is nice.

13. I apparently have a hard time blogging on a day when I’m yoga tired! So, if you hung in here this long, thanks a lot.

Will I do this again soon?  Maybe, but I wouldn’t suggest betting on it.  Go, yoga!

L

I Said I Do Yoga; I Did Not Say I’m a Saint

As you know if you read The VeganAsana regularly, I’m currently wrapping up yoga teacher training.  Most of the people I spend my time with are aware that I have been going through this training.  And then there are people who don’t know much else about me other than that I do a lot of yoga (either because we only know each other online or we only know each other through the yoga community).  This means that there are a whole bunch of people who “understand me as a yogi.”  That’s  nice.  It means I can pester people about yoga and they will know why!

Saint Gertrude the Great - Also quite fond of learning but with a less than perfect temperament that she had to work on.

On the other hand, I notice that there is an assumption that, as someone who studies yoga, I should be above the negative and petty emotions of the world.  I shouldn’t be angry (or at least not without some major righteous reason). I shouldn’t be jealous or envious.  I shouldn’t be impatient.  I shouldn’t experience self-doubt, question my worth, or make statements that imply I’m engaging in self-judgment.  When I do express such emotions now, I get comments related to my yoga practice, or the raised-eyebrow  look, or general impatience.

I’m not going to say that achieving full equanimity isn’t a laudable goal, but I’m so not there.  I don’t actually know any yogis who are fully in that place.  Sure, some are great with not becoming very angry.  But, maybe that same person still has a lot of work to do on being prideful.  Perhaps another has let go of the attachments to the self that cause self-criticism and comparison, but has a hard time being patient with those who haven’t let go of such attachments.  We all have stuff to work on.  Being a yogi doesn’t mean that you have located fully that state of enlightenment that is in there somewhere, it means that you are engaged in actively working on it.  And that’s ok.

Namaste,

L

Thank you, YIOM!

The month-long celebration of yoga blogs, YIOM, draws to a close tonight.  It’s been an amazing month of blogs that made me laugh (and almost spray liquid from my nose), caused me to reflect, filled me with awe, and generally added to my every day.  I so much appreciate the intrepid bloggers that hung in there for a full month, blogging almost daily about yoga and what it brings to their lives.  Thank you so much, my friends!

We now transition to the YIOM network.  Blogs linked by the YIOM logo have grouped together to create community, network, share, and collaborate.  A full listing of these blogs can be seen at the new YIOM site.  I’m excited to begin this new phase, and thrilled that 21 blogs have already signed up to be a part of this experience, with more sure to be added as time goes on.

Blog on, yogis, blog on!