Me and My Yama

So, if you watched a lot of Sesame Street in the past, you probably get that little joke.  If not, here is a fun video to watch, but it has nothing to do with this post except that it amuses me (and the protagonist and said lama are, in fact, practicing some of what I will discuss below):

In Patanjali’s eight limbs of yoga, the first two limbs are yamas and niyamas.  Yamas are basically our ethical code, how we should behave in interactions with others.  Niyamas are necessary personal observances to maintain the path.  Each of these are part of yoga that can be observed in our daily lives, on and off the mat.

Yamas: Universal Moral Code

Ahimsa — Non-harming.  This can include avoiding harm to self, others, and the world around us.  Harm could mean something physical, psychological, emotional, etc.  Some yogis practice vegetarianism or veganism as a part of ahimsa, while others do not.

Satya —Non-lying.  Satya is about maintaining an intent to not deceive.  This does not always mean we will be correct in information we give, but honest mistakes are a different thing than intentionally misleading someone.  Satya does not suggest that we be brutal in our interactions with others, as the principle of ahimsa is primary.  Sometimes we may need to present a different truth, or present a truth in a different way to avoid violating satya while also maintaining ahimsa.

Asteya —Non-stealing.  This could be about physical objects (i.e. don’t steal from Target), monetary units (don’t cheat on your taxes) or even less concrete things like time (don’t be late for all your meetings, thereby stealing the time of others).  In an academic setting, always much on my mind, this also is about not stealing the ideas or words of another (plagiarism).

Bramacharya — Sexual responsibility and restraint.  In the  most restrictive sense, this yama could be about celibacy.  But, for most of us, it’s more about treating each other with sexual respect.  Don’t objectify others.  Don’t guilt/push/connive others into sexual activity.  Behave in such a way that all sexual thoughts and acts are mutually uplifting (thanks for this phrasing, Beth) for all involved.

Aparaigraha — Non-grasping, non-coveting.  To some degree, coveting what we don’t have or what others has seems to be a natural part of our animal natures, but it’s not something we have to give into.  We can cultivate a sense of contentment with what we have that reduces our greed and allows us to be truly happy for what others have, without feeling the desire to possess it ourselves.

Niyamas: Personal Observances

Sauca — Cleanliness/purity.  Sauca refers to the idea that we should maintain physical and emotional cleanliness.  We should maintain a clean and healthy body, both inside and out.  This can be promoted by eating a healthy diet, utilizing pranayama and asana to remove toxins, engaging in external cleanliness habits, and working toward removing the “ick” of jealousy, anger, greed, pride, etc. from our minds.

Santosa — Contentment.  As you can see, the yamas and niyamas are intertwined with one another.  Santosa is much related to aparigraha.  Can we be content with what we have and where we are?  Can we accept this moment for itself and not yearn for something more or different, the past or the future.  Can we find ease even in the midst of difficulty, accepting that everything passes?

Tapas — Turning up the heat.  It’s easy to get passive in life and in our yoga practice – to fall into patterns and habits and fail to challenge them.  Tapas relates to utilizing our energies well to push our practices a little further.  This might be through more vigorous or regular asana.  It could be through a daily 5 a.m. meditation.  It might be a process of fasting that energizes.  Establishing what is tapas will be different for each individual, as it is relative to the current pattern.

Svadhyaya — Self-study.  For some people, self study comes more easily.  For many, however, it is quite difficult.  Svadhyaya involves turning a light on the self and engaging in analysis of one’s own patterns in thought, behavior, emotion, etc. Svadhyaya includes examining both our “positive” qualities and our limitations and challenges.  Through understanding and accepting where we are, we create room for change.

Isvara pranidhana — Surrender to a higher power.  Taken literally, this niyama could be said to mean “laying it all at the feet of God.”  That might be a perfect way to see it for you, or maybe it isn’t.  But, that’s ok.  This niyama does not specify what god or what divine we should be giving up our efforts to.  That leaves room for each of us (perhaps in the process of svadhyaya?) to determine what “greater” being/principle/? we see as divine to which we can devote our actions.

So, there you have a very brief summary of the yamas and niyamas of yoga.  They can be practiced every day, any time, anywhere.   You don’t have to “twist into a pretzel” (my extended family/friend network understanding of yoga) or worship a certain god to do these things.  Looking at them, you can see the underlying tenets of behavior for pretty much all religions or moral codes, and it’s hard to find fault with any of these ideas, even if you don’t see yourself as a yogi at all.   You can do yoga 24 hours a day!  Sweetness!

Namaste,

L

Experiment in Juice Fasting – 5 Days

In yoga teacher training, we recently discussed sauca, or purification.  One of the possible methods we discussed was fasting.  This week, since I knew I had a pretty intense dosage of chemicals being introduced to my body on Monday, and I’ve been wanting to do something to calm my digestive system anyway, it seemed like an ideal time to work a fast.  Since we had also just discussed tapas (or turning up the heat), and I’ve water fasted in the past for 1 day periods, my plan was to extend this a little longer.  I think I first envisioned 3 days.  So, I decided to juice fast.  I read about it quite a bit on Sunday and then embarked on my plan Sunday evening.

First the details and then my assessment:

Monday was my first full day of juice fasting.  Many people drink Sena tea or “Smooth Move” or perform enemas as part of the juice fasting process, but I opted out of this part.  And, since I don’t own a juicer, I had to purchase my juices.  I also allowed myself decaffeinated tea, 2 cups of warmed vegetable broth, and water each day.  Monday was primarily fruit juice, including orange, grapefruit, and mango.  Since I had the medical treatment that day, I wasn’t particularly hungry and didn’t even utilize the vegetable broth option, and only 1 cup of decaf tea.  I had somewhat of a headache by mid day, but I am not sure if that was more the medications or the absence of coffee.

Tuesday morning I woke up and noticed that I didn’t feel particularly hungry, which in the recent past I have been almost every day upon awakening. Over the course of the day Tuesday, I had several glasses of fruit juice (diluted with water) and some vegetable broth.  I didn’t feel hungry and experienced no growling of the stomach.  By mid day, I again had a headache that persisted most of the day, but was not severe.

Wednesday was similar to Tuesday, though I noticed that I was thinking even less about food.  On Wednesday evening, I took pretty much every vegetable in the fridge and, using the blender and a strainer, made a mixed vegetable juice with carrots, tomato, celery, romaine, peppers, ginger, and a bit of cumin.  It wasn’t exactly delicious, but it wasn’t bad.  I don’t know if it was the high concentration of peppers or possibly the ginger or cumin, but I did have an incredibly growly stomach that evening (that could be heard across a yoga studio).  The headache arrived later that day, but it was back.  I also noticed that my bladder was working overtime on Wednesday, which was interesting, because – even with all the liquids – it had not on Monday or Tuesday.

By Thursday, I felt like I was pretty much completely over the medication effects, so I could tell better what the fast was doing.  I had no reduction in energy, no nausea, and no sense of falling glucose levels – which is a fairly common experience for me.  I also had no heartburn, and this is pretty crazy for someone who almost owns shares in Nexium and Tums.  Interesting.  I consumed more water on Thursday and less juices.  The frequent bathroom trips continued through that day. Thursday evening, I met friends for a drink (one gin and grapefruit) and chat.  While I don’t think more alcohol would have been a good idea, I didn’t notice any particularly strong effects from the one drink that I had.

This morning, I did wake up thinking about breakfast.  I wasn’t hungry, but I wanted to chew some food.  I kept up with the juice plan throughout the day, consuming fruit and vegetable juices along with 2 cups of broth.  I considered extending the fast to Sunday, knowing that I had a work event that day that would require me to eat or be rude.  But, my spouse made the point that it had been long enough and I decided to follow his suggestion.  This evening, a full five days after I began, I broke the juice fast with a mashed banana and part of an orange.

So, what are my thoughts on this process?  Having water fasted before, I honestly expected it to be more unpleasant than it was.  I knew that I could do it, given my history, but I thought I would feel very weak and probably frequently nauseated.  It was interesting to me how the regular intake of juice seemed to prevent that.  It’s hard to tell whether it really helped my body process the medications through the system faster, but it feels like it did, and that’s great.  I don’t know yet what the digestive effects have really been, but I suppose that will become clearer as I slowly work back into my “regular” diet (though the plan is to return to the 85/15 raw way of eating that I had been maintaining until a few months ago).  It was also somewhat freeing to not have to think about what to eat; I just knew.  I felt like I had more time to devote to other things – being with my family, thinking about my yoga practice, working on my teaching information, reading yoga philosophy – whatever.  So, I do feel like it did “turn up the heat” on both my physical processes of digestion and detoxification, and also my mental and social processes.

If I were to try this again, I think I would buy or borrow a juicer, because buying fresh juice gets pricey and blending and straining vegetable juices takes approximately just short of infinity.  I didn’t do this week to lose any weight, but I think I did drop a few pounds – I suspect, however, that this will come right back and not be any sort of real loss.

Would I recommend it?  Sure, though I think each person needs to consider what their own personal goal is with the fast and use that to help them make decisions about whether anything besides juice (i.e. tea, seasoning) will be included and whether juices can be heated or not.  More attention to the composition of juices would probably be a good idea, because had I don’t this over very long, I think that there would have been some ramifications of all of that citrus (possibly on teeth enamel) and relative lack of things like iron, calcium, etc. since I was short on dark leafy greens and so on.

And there you have it.  My experience with juice fasting, for whatever it is(n’t) worth!

Namaste,

L