Watching the Detectives

Well, actually it’s not like watching detectives at all, but I really like that song and it’s in my head now, so there you have it.   What I really want to talk about is watching my yoga students.  First, let me stop myself long enough to giggle about the phrase “my yoga students.”   *giggle*  Now that I have that out of the way…  There is something really cool about being able to watch students as they move through their practice.  In fact, I would say that there are multiple things that are cool about it, and I’m really grooving on them, as I’m used to being in my own practice and not seeing much that goes on around me, so this is like a new world.

Watching students in class is informative.  I find out so much about how people feel about and respond to different poses that I didn’t know before.  As an example, in yin class, I like dragon pose.  I remember finding it tiring early on, but since then, unless something is whacked out in my body on a certain night, I feel ok in dragon.  I can feel that dull, achy stretch that is yin, but nothing that brings me out of the pose or forces a lot of wiggling.  However, since I’ve started to teach yin, I’ve noticed that many people are not happy campers in dragon.  They fidget, wiggle, and look generally quite miserable.  This, of course, can happen in any yin pose, but it’s been interesting to notice how prevalent it is in this pose that I hadn’t considered particularly challenging.  Similarly, in a vinyasa class, watching students is such a good way to judge the pace of the class and whether it is suiting their needs.  I’m still working on this and I’m far far from being good at it, but I am starting to get the clues.  Are they sweating a little (like they are warmed up and working) or cool as cucumbers?  Do they look bored or like they are having to pay some attention to what they are doing, or like they are working so hard to comprehend the directions that they are completely out of their bodies?  And the breathing.  Watching the breathing is also a wealth of information.  I’ve seen students breathing fast, students breathing in sync, students breathing in total contradiction to the movements of the body, and students who are seemingly not breathing at all.  I feel like I probably remind students a little more often to check in on the breath than I need to right now, but it’s partly a factor of what I see.

Watching students is also so inspiring.  It doesn’t matter whether the students are new to yoga or have been practicing for a long time.  Seeing the effort and energy that they lay down in the practice awes me.  Back in my “go to the gym” days, I would see people who were there, but not really there.  They would walk around the weight room with a towel, chat, give other people advice on what to do, maybe check out their guns in the mirror, but they weren’t really there.  I rarely see that in a yoga class.  From the outsider perspective, it appears as if some people are a little more focused on the workout, some on the meditative aspect, some on the flexibility, etc. but everyone seems to want to be where they are.

Watching students is also, bottom line, beautiful.  It doesn’t matter what they look like or whether they are struggling more or less in the poses.  It doesn’t matter (really) if they are wearing cute yoga clothes.  It doesn’t matter the ages or the sexes.  It doesn’t matter that people make some serious concentration faces sometimes during yoga (this makes me wonder what my face looks like when I practice).  Regardless of all of that specific difference, there is just something so beautiful about watching a room full of people do yoga.

And, I’m just getting started in this teaching thing, so I feel very lucky to be having the opportunity to watch students and help them, in whatever little way I can, through their practice.

Thank you, students.  Namaste,

L

My Strange Addiction

LEARNING!

Yeah, you didn’t see that coming, did you?  Yep, I’m a learning junkie.  It’s so true.  I love to find out new things – not just little tidbits of information, but really dig into new ideas.  Ok, some of you saw that coming, because you know that I spent about 10000000 years in school.  Actually, I’m still in school.  Ha!  So, this post is just a little love note to learning from me, in celebration of a new semester.

Recently, as you know if you have been reading, I’ve been in yoga teacher training.  This means a whole big bunch of learning.  Some of it is “facts” – like the major muscle groups and how the body’s joints work.  Some of it is philosophical or spiritual. And, some of it is experiential.  Nice.  It doesn’t really matter to me what we learn in a particular session of class, I like all of it.  This week, we talked quite a bit about doing adjustments on students in classes, and how to do that in a way that provides assistance without getting in the way of their practice.  It’s not easy to figure out, but I’m certainly enjoying thinking about it.  We’ve also been discussing the Bhagavad Gita (see my previous post here) , and – though I’ve read it before – I’m learning whole new ways to understand it.  Today, one of my classmates spent a vinyasa class practicing adjustments to assist me in my poses.  This was also a good learning experience.  I’ve had many excellent yoga teachers who have offered advice and correction, but I’ve never taken an individual class.  So, there were things that were corrected today (like hip position in a lunge – which I suspect had been somewhat askew for the last several years) that I just hadn’t noticed before, and therefore hadn’t learned.  Friday, I get to trade jobs with my colleague and be the “adjuster” to her “poser.”  Nifty!  A little bit nerve-producing, but cool, and I’m sure it will be a fabulous opportunity to learn new things about yoga and myself. Last week we started a discussion of meditation, and this coming Sunday I will attend my first real meditation sit.  That is definitely going to be something to take in.

I also started teaching a new class today.  While the material isn’t strange to me, in the large sense, I’m using readings and assignments that I’ve never used before, which means more opportunities to learn about things.  I’m also utilizing a whole new digital platform.  While this can be a little frustrating, I actually really like diving into new technology, because it’s just a web (ha ha! get it?) to untangle, and a whole set of skills at which I can become more adept.  So, I’m just happily wiki-ing along, and I’m sure some of the students would like to sock me in the mouth.  But, I see some of them going into the wiki and just deleting and replacing the same sentences to see if they can, so I suspect I’m not the only tech nerd in the room.

Yep, it’s the start of a new semester.  So, even if you aren’t in school, pick something to learn and go to it!  Maybe you learn how to make homemade vegan pecan pie (and then you make me some).  Perhaps you learn how to knit.  You could start a Zumba class or just check out a few books on Nietzsche.  Or, heck, haven’t you always wanted to learn to play the harmonica?  Go for it!  Learning is good exercise for your mind (and maybe your body) and it’s even addictive.

Namaste,

L

Learn Something New Every Day?

Wednesday morning (when I wrote this) was my first Vinyasa class after officially beginning yoga teacher training.  The funny thing was, it actually felt a little bit different, but not in the way that I expected.  I had wondered if I would be able to keep my attention in the moment during class, or if I would be constantly analyzing it in terms of teacher training and my own future classes.  Interestingly, that wasn’t a problem and wasn’t the difference I felt.  Instead, I think I felt more “in that place” than I usually do in a class.

I don’t know if this was just a happy coincidence or related to starting training, but it was an excellent class for me, and not because I was so great at things (harkening back to my previous admissions of competition/perfection).  In every pose, I just felt perfectly fine and happy being in that pose.  There was no wondering when it would be over or how I was doing in comparison to others.  There was no self-critique.  It was delightful!

So, what did I learn?  Well, I’m not sure, as I don’t know if I somehow did this or it just happened randomly.  But, I definitely reaffirmed for myself that, if I can really stay present in class, the experience feels so much better (in a whole being way – even if some poses are still painful for my joints) than it does when I am allowing my brain to crowd out the moment I am experiencing.

And, that’s something, right?

L