It’s the Little Victories…

I’m participating in a program that Target is sponsoring that will run for a month. The goal of the program is promotion of fitness and health. Each week, they are providing a writing prompt that bloggers can use (or not). This week, the theme was “Today’s Victory,” and it really resonated with me.

Multiple times recently, I have found myself in a conversation with someone who believes he/she cannot embrace a vegan lifestyle (even though he believed it would be good for him) or do yoga (even though she wants to) because he/she won’t be able to maintain it every day or every week. I completely understand this perspective, because I’ve felt it. I have certainly not started projects or worked toward goals because I was so overwhelmed by the larger goal that I was paralyzed.

But, as I tried to say to my friends during these conversations, and as I try to remind myself, when it comes to having a more healthy or active life, it’s the little accomplishments that matter. Doing 20 minutes of yoga 3x a week is an hour more yoga than none. So, every time that 20 minutes is done, it’s a victory. Eating one plant based meal is one less helping of cholesterol and animal proteins that the body takes in, and that’s a victory.

The best thing about thinking about those larger health goals in this way is that there are many many opportunities to make the choice that you want, to create those little victories, in every day. Yesterday, I didn’t feel up to a 90 minute vigorous asana class. Sometimes, that makes me feel really bad and I get very angry at myself. But, this time, I heated my rice pads and sat down on the floor for 60 minutes of yin. Victory. Today, I wanted to come home from work and eat some junk (vegan junk, but still junk), but I came home and had a big glass of water and a little avocado instead. Victory.

Focusing on the moments that we “do right” instead of the times we don’t meet our own expectations is, I think, a good way of creating more motivation. And, it’s only fair to give ourselves credit for what we do. After all, being healthy is also about being kind to the self.

What was your little victory today?

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Tension, a Project(ion) of Perfection

I’m having trouble managing my tension.

My tension is uneven.

Sometimes I’m so tight that I can barely move.

Sometimes I’m so loose that I seem to slip right off track.

This is a post about knitting, and also it isn’t.

I’m learning to knit right now. I would say that I’m teaching myself to knit, but that really isn’t true. A whole great group of people who have been so kind as to share tutorials and information online are teaching me to knit. I’m just learning it. But, the tension is a thing. It’s not a problem I have had that much with crochet, so this is a new one on me.

I’ve had a stomach bug twice lately (or maybe food poisoning the second time). In between and since, my stomach has just been in some state of continual churning. I suspect it’s a reflection of my mind. The tension is a thing. It’s a problem I have had before, so this is not a new one for me.

I’m having trouble managing my tension.

I have some ideas about all of this.

I’m pretty sure that it will work itself out in the yarn over time, as I let go a little and stop trying so hard. I’m pretty sure it can all work itself out in my mind and my body if I can let go a little and stop trying so hard to be perfect.

I’m pretty sure that one of the things I need to let go of is worry about the mistakes that have already been made. There is a row of knitting right now in this project that is about 10 rows back and too loose. I could rip back to that row and reknit it, but I’m pretty sure there will be another imperfection before I finish the 10 rows again. I have recently made what feels like a big mistake at work, just a few “rows” back. I can’t rip out these days and redo them. Even if I could, making a different choice or doing a different thing might well have had other negative ramifications that I can’t see clearly from here.

I’m having trouble managing my tension. I need to let it go.

Ring the bells that still can ring
Forget your perfect offering.
There is a crack in everything,
That’s how the light gets in.
~Leonard Cohen